So while visiting my friend in the hospital I realize that my
husband just NEEDS to get the vasectomy and get it over with. He feels that we
are done and do not need any more children. We need to enjoy the ones we
have,and that is so true. Me, I have my days, my moments. Some days I want to
be pregnant SO bad. I want to be a pregnant and enjoying a new baby all over
again. But I know I will feel this way after each child, RIGHT? My friend
Jackie said she knows they are done. I don't, so does this mean that we aren't.
The deciding factor of having children is so hard.
I can not
personally take birth control. I have a HORRIBLE experience with it, and almost
got a divorce from it. We do the "pull out" method and condoms, and
that's how we got pregnant with Noah. SO I know we will probably end up
pregnant again some day.
I texted my
husband and told him he just needs to do it so we don't have to worry about it
any more.
My other thought
is, what if we aren't done having kids and God does want us to have another?
Maybe I haven't gotten pregnant cause Im not suppose to have any more? I don't
know.
Its so hard to
decide if you are done having children.
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